LWD 8

Chapter 8 Doing Something Bad

The kiss that had started by the riverside continued all the way to the hotel room.

Even while being held in the man’s arms, feeling her lips kissed and sensing his growing desire, Ye-won never pushed him away.

They kissed until her lips became sore, and then he put her in the car. Even when he stopped at a convenience store and bought condoms, she only lowered her embarrassed face.

Jae-ha was certain that she was making the same calculation as him.

That it would be unfair for her to live her whole life knowing only one man, her fiancé. That tonight was her only chance to experience someone else.

Even an innocent woman could have curiosity and desire hidden deep inside her heart. It seemed that Ye-won had accepted the man who brought those feelings to the surface as if he were someone destined to enter her life.

The sound of their kissing filled the room.

Jae-ha sat on the edge of the bed with Ye-won sitting on his thigh, completely absorbed in kissing her.

The more he kissed her, the sweeter she seemed. Even her soft, breathless sounds felt sweet to him.

Jae-ha was already overwhelmed by desire. When his hand moved toward the zipper of her dress, Ye-won caught his hand.

“Uh, um……”

When he released her lips, her hot breath brushed against his shoulder. Even her ears were bright red.

“Um, excuse me……”

“Yeah. Tell me.”

“I’m a little scared.”

“Of what?”

“Because… it’s my first time.”

He already knew that without her having to explain.

Jae-ha gently held her cheek and lifted her face. His confident eyes met her nervous ones.

“I know. It’s the same for me.”

Judging by Ye-won’s expression, she did not seem to believe him.

“It’s true. Do you want me to prove it?”

Jae-ha gently took her small hand and placed it against his chest.

The rapid beating of his heart could be felt through his palm.

He was nervous too. He simply did not show it because his excitement and anticipation were stronger.

Ye-won quietly felt the strong heartbeat and raised her head. The shadow of fear in her eyes had become noticeably lighter.

“Don’t worry. I know the theory very well.”

“You do?”

“Yeah. I’ll take care of everything, so just trust me.”

“Then… is it okay?”

“Of course. You can do that, right?”

Jae-ha had more than enough confidence to take the lead.

He had learned a great deal about sex from books and videos. With his confidence and excitement running high, he thought actually doing it would be easy.

After gently comforting her, he kissed her again and finished removing her dress. He quickly removed his own clothes as well.

Jae-ha moved over her on the bed and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

But suddenly, the excitement he had felt while kissing her became weaker. Even the sensation of their bodies touching did not feel as clear as before.

The problem was his overwhelming desire.

He was already at his limit, and controlling himself was much harder than he had expected.

Jae-ha’s hand moved hurriedly along her body.

Ye-won’s trembling body reacted immediately, and she pulled back in surprise.

She breathed heavily and called his name.

“Senior.”

“It’s okay. Don’t be scared.”

Jae-ha tried to calm her while continuing.

He knew that for someone experiencing it for the first time, there could be more pain than pleasure. But now that he was actually facing the situation, all the theory he had learned seemed useless.

She should be ready enough.

He was already at his limit.

Jae-ha finally tried to move forward.

But it was not easy.

Ye-won pushed against his shoulders, trying to resist.

“Senior, Senior.”

“Yeah.”

“It hurts.”

“Yeah. I know.”

“It hurts so much… Ah!”

Despite her pain, he continued, and Ye-won squeezed her eyes shut.

“Just endure it at first. It’ll get better.”

He knew that might not be true, but he said it anyway because he desperately wanted her to accept him.

“No… I don’t think I can. Senior… it hurts… no…”

Ye-won’s tearful protests continued.

But Jae-ha was too overwhelmed by his own desire to properly hear them.

The moment became chaotic and painful, far different from what he had imagined.

Only about five minutes later, Jae-ha was lying there staring blankly at the ceiling.

He desperately wanted a cigarette. If Ye-won had not been quietly crying with her back turned toward him, he probably would have gone outside and smoked one after another.

What had he just done?

In his imagination, he had been the king of beasts.

In reality, he had been embarrassingly inexperienced.

His desire had ended almost immediately, without giving him the chance to do much at all.

He had only caused the woman pain, turning the night into a humiliating experience for himself as well.

Should he have prepared better first?

He remembered something he had heard somewhere, but it was already too late.

He had always been first in every competition he had ever entered. His pride in being the best had never been broken.

This was the greatest humiliation of Kang Jae-ha’s life.

Jae-ha turned his eyes toward Ye-won, whom he had left alone after what had happened.

Her back and shoulders were trembling slightly.

The sound of her crying hurt him.

Was he really going to end this night with such humiliation and guilt?

No.

“I can’t let it end like this.”

Jae-ha wrapped his arms around her waist.

Ye-won made a small sound of discomfort, but she could not resist his strength and was pulled toward him.

He held her thin, soft body from behind, rested his chin on her beautifully shaped shoulder, and whispered.

“Was it hard?”

“No… I’m okay now.”

Even with her tearful voice, she tried hard to sound calm.

“That’s a relief.”

Jae-ha offered a simple word of comfort and gently kissed her pale skin.

“Let’s do it now.”

“Do what?”

“Properly.”

Ye-won seemed too surprised to answer.

When Jae-ha gently touched her stomach, she twisted her body as if trying to get away.

He pulled her back so she would lie properly and raised his upper body slightly beside her.

When he looked at her with a gentle smile, Ye-won gradually stopped struggling.

Jae-ha quietly looked into her tear-filled eyes.

Even after everything that had happened, she was still too embarrassed to meet his gaze and lowered her eyes.

Jae-ha gave a small laugh and slowly looked over her body.

“I’m only seeing this properly now? What an idiot.”

Ye-won’s body, now revealed from beneath her clothes, was breathtaking.

Her skin was white and clean, like snow in the early morning. She was probably around 170 centimeters tall. Her long, slender body was smooth without any extra flesh. The balance between feminine lines and curves, along with the proportions of her arms and legs, was almost artistic.

And her figure was also quite impressive…

Before he could finish his thought, Ye-won crossed her arms over herself to hide her chest.

“Do you know how unbelievably beautiful you are?”

It was partly an attempt to charm her and partly a compliment that came naturally from him.

Ye-won gave a small laugh as if she could not believe him.

Jae-ha smiled in response and suddenly pulled her into his arms.

Ye-won lightly hit his shoulder with her hand.

It was hardly a real attack.

Jae-ha caught her hand and held it against the bed before releasing her lips.

Unable to move freely, Ye-won breathed heavily and glared at him.

“I told you it hurts.”

“This time, I won’t hurt you.”

“Liar.”

“Then you’ll just have to find out whether I’m lying.”

Jae-ha kissed her again.

This time, he was completely confident.

He wanted to erase the resentment in her heart and replace it with something warmer.

Holding her close, he shared her breath and kissed her passionately. Ye-won initially tried to pull her hand away, but eventually her stiff resistance weakened.

He gradually softened his kiss before moving to her cheeks, jawline, and neck.

Whether she had simply given up resisting or was becoming lost in the sensations, Jae-ha could not tell.

But Ye-won quietly accepted his affection.

Jae-ha continued.

His hand moved from her neck to her smooth shoulder and slowly down her slender arm. He gently traced along her collarbone before continuing lower.

Ye-won’s breathing became uneven, and she trembled slightly at his touch.

“Senior…”

That “Senior” of hers.

From this moment on, Jae-ha was determined to become someone completely different from the inexperienced man he had been earlier.

He continued to kiss and comfort her, slowly discovering what made her relax.

“Ah…”

A soft sound escaped Ye-won.

Jae-ha did not stop.

The sweetness of her reactions gave him a strange thrill.

It felt as if he had finally found the answer to something he had only ever studied in books.

From that moment on, Jae-ha poured out everything he had learned about intimacy.

Although he had learned it all from theory, in reality, his instincts guided him far more than anything he had read.